Try. Fail. Fall. Stand. Retry.
I though my decision was right...i though i wasn't picky...i though my future plan was correct...and so i though...but i'm totally wrong about everything...i though too far out till i forgotten about the very basic and simple things...
Family asked how was my future planing coming...i told them for further study will have to wait till the confirmation from brother's friend, cause degree required more stuffs to be done than i expected...but i was hoping to work more than furthering my study...and so brother asked have i found any company i wanted to apply...the "mr. though he was right" me told him, said that already did research about the companies i wanted to try applying...but the location for most of was too far away...and i doesn't suit their requirement...
Dad and brother started to lecture me soon after that, though was just their another unrelated topic of lecturing...but as they continue and i sat there silent listening to 'em both...slowly i realized i was too foolish to denied than i'm nothing but a scary cat who doesn't dare to try and face failure...brother told me that is okay to apply those job even i don't reach their requirement...cause i'll never know that i might be able to get it if i didn't give a try...even if i failed on the interview...at least i gain something from that failure...that moment i heard those words...i was really unhappy, unhappy that why i have forgotten to think about the bright side of things, forgotten to remember...dad said those so called required "software" was just a another daily tool...a tool that i can learn within a short time as long as i willing to...again i will never know whether those companies will accept what i already had or not, if i don't give it a try...who knows...maybe those so called "requirement" they post was just a word and nothing more...they may even give out training to boost on those requirement...if they really needed the man power and i willing to learn...
As for traveling, this is just another simple matter...is cause i didn't share my though with 'em and make things harder for myself...they willing to support me in this, just need to think and find solution together...3 mind is always better than 1...
My result doesn't mean anything as well...a 4.00 flat GPA was just a gateway ticket...nothing more...this i already knew while i was in high school...thatz i why doesn't care much about those meaningless mark and points...as long as i get an average for the gateway ticket...
For now...i'll go all out to the interviews...bad or worse...they both expected i'll failed 1 to 3 times or even more...but...fear not for failure, fear for not trying...tears in my heart...
Family asked how was my future planing coming...i told them for further study will have to wait till the confirmation from brother's friend, cause degree required more stuffs to be done than i expected...but i was hoping to work more than furthering my study...and so brother asked have i found any company i wanted to apply...the "mr. though he was right" me told him, said that already did research about the companies i wanted to try applying...but the location for most of was too far away...and i doesn't suit their requirement...
Dad and brother started to lecture me soon after that, though was just their another unrelated topic of lecturing...but as they continue and i sat there silent listening to 'em both...slowly i realized i was too foolish to denied than i'm nothing but a scary cat who doesn't dare to try and face failure...brother told me that is okay to apply those job even i don't reach their requirement...cause i'll never know that i might be able to get it if i didn't give a try...even if i failed on the interview...at least i gain something from that failure...that moment i heard those words...i was really unhappy, unhappy that why i have forgotten to think about the bright side of things, forgotten to remember...dad said those so called required "software" was just a another daily tool...a tool that i can learn within a short time as long as i willing to...again i will never know whether those companies will accept what i already had or not, if i don't give it a try...who knows...maybe those so called "requirement" they post was just a word and nothing more...they may even give out training to boost on those requirement...if they really needed the man power and i willing to learn...
As for traveling, this is just another simple matter...is cause i didn't share my though with 'em and make things harder for myself...they willing to support me in this, just need to think and find solution together...3 mind is always better than 1...
My result doesn't mean anything as well...a 4.00 flat GPA was just a gateway ticket...nothing more...this i already knew while i was in high school...thatz i why doesn't care much about those meaningless mark and points...as long as i get an average for the gateway ticket...
For now...i'll go all out to the interviews...bad or worse...they both expected i'll failed 1 to 3 times or even more...but...fear not for failure, fear for not trying...tears in my heart...
Our Beloved Lecturer Joseph Fernz (Mr.J)
A message was send to me by Nicholas Hon awhile ago...it was a sad and shocking news...my beloved foundation lecturer...had passed away at 3.07pm...
Knowing he's in hospital days back due to his another heart attack, and i was maybe planing to pay him a visit...god knows how...this unfortunate incident happened before i have a chance to meet him in person again after such long time...
He is always like a grand father to me ever since i meet him for the first time...who taught me things i hardly can learn on my own...
Mr.J...may you rest in peace and i'll always remember you as one of my most valuable, irreplaceable lecturer in my life...
Knowing he's in hospital days back due to his another heart attack, and i was maybe planing to pay him a visit...god knows how...this unfortunate incident happened before i have a chance to meet him in person again after such long time...
He is always like a grand father to me ever since i meet him for the first time...who taught me things i hardly can learn on my own...
Mr.J...may you rest in peace and i'll always remember you as one of my most valuable, irreplaceable lecturer in my life...
Bored till Rot
Wondering how nick is doing during his holiday? well...does this picture answer your question? LOL
Online game part 2
After failed to play pokemon online game, i went for another try~ this time is "Digimon Online"...it download and installation runs successfully...so i though it shouldn't have any problem...and so i though...
...it is a complete sad moment i tell you...am i not destined to play online game?~ *sob sob*
...it is a complete sad moment i tell you...am i not destined to play online game?~ *sob sob*Online game part 1
Was bored till i found this "pokemon online game"...which is pretty cool~ a fan make online game that had graphic similar to the original...so i actually give it a try...and it turn out like this...
yes...after i fully download and installed the game, i when to register for the game, only then i found out the web page's registration has been disable...no register means no game~ why la why~ *emo*
yes...after i fully download and installed the game, i when to register for the game, only then i found out the web page's registration has been disable...no register means no game~ why la why~ *emo*
Graduation Day's Unforgettable Moment
Moment no.1 - Bitches's mask idea
Me and my bitching friend's idea of wearing a "stress" face mask on graduation day actually became a big hit, not just us but the others also enjoying it~ well done bitches!
Moment no.2 - Photo season
Wearing a graduation gown together with former dress up, and run around under a hot weather is seriously not that fun, i pity those who had a hard time putting their make up and ended up "meltdown" during the photo season...but still is fun since is graduation day~
Moment no.3 - Line up and rehearsal in the last minutes!?
Okay...basically is bad enough to take 30 minutes to re-line us up again which we already did it automatically, after entering the hall and some old man that i never meet before trying to give us order how to move during the ceremony, with an echo voice...which we all hardy can hear him...after another 20 minutes was wasted and we are still rehearsing no thanks to him again, what makes things worse is "how could you bring our parents into the hall during rehearsal ?!"...
Moment no.4 - The graduation hall
I'm totally agree what my friend had to say about this so called "artistic" hall...is not artistic at all...is more like a DUMP with colorful seats thatz all if you asked me...
Moment no.5 - Receiving Diploma
After some sucky display of mute video, finally the moment we all have been waiting for 3 years...our diploma~ the moment was awesome to get it even is not as good as degree but still is awesome~
Moment no.6 - Big graduation photo season
We're being flash for 6 times like the "Man In Black" movie...if is like that, i think we're not just blur but totally lost all our memories about our past and present...LOL
Moment no.7 - So called "tea break"
When i step out of the hall...all i can see is people fight for the food scene...seeing my mum and dad didn't actually get to have some snacks is already enough to make me "heat up"...even i myself only had 2 wine glass of just and thatz all i had for the whole break...wtf
Moment no.8 - Still in the waiting list
I had no idea why most of us actually waited for that silly dumb fashion show...for 2 fucking "stand and no sit" hours!?
Moment no.9 - No nintendo wii for me
For the fun of it, i actually asked lize's dad for a nintendo wii...and he replied "i had no idea what you're talking about~"...from there is clear that i was being rejected~ LOL
Moment no.10 - Lize's awesome granny
Parents had waited long enough for that stupid fashion show, and kitty's family had finally lost their patient and was the first to complain about it...sadly the person in charge wasn't there (or maybe he/she just too scare to come out and face the angry mobs), causing the poor little college helper "kenal" all the shoots by 'em...after that everyone started the booing season and in this moment, lize's grandmum actually boo together with us~ i was shocked and surprise to see she actually knows how to boo at her age~ it was totally awesome i tell you~ Go Lize's Grandmum!
Moment no.11 - Urrgh...finally...
After another half an hour of waiting...we're all finally being let into the hall...which the mood for it is totally gone from everyone...
Moment no. 12 - Performance
Was suppose to sit with lize and susan 'em all...after figured out mr.ben was there...i decided rather not to, so i sat with my mum and dad as they still complaining about this awful graduation day...then the MC came out and said "sorry for being a bit late..." and the same time an jie's mum was sitting behind me reply "a BIT ar ?!"...ya~ i can't agree more~ soon after that they sent out one dude to perform a belly dance...which most of us had no idea is a he or she...of cause i already know is a he since "she" got no boobs and skinny till like some tooth pick...as he started to dance, i started to feel like puking...reason is i didn't had lunch and was hungry while waiting for dinner time no thanks to college's time management...as he keep dancing, i notice that the pants he wearing seems like wanted to fall out at any moment, which is so DARN wrong if i keep thinking about it...so i pray and hope he don't let me see his "sup drinker"~ LOL
Moment no.13 - Fashion show
Models started to show up as the background screen showing the cut out scene of "edward scissor hands"...which is so darn "artistic" till everyone don't even understand...FAILED is what i'll give for the fashion ending result...
Moment no.14 - Runaway hungry ghost
Being in the "hall of shame" for around 45mins, me susan lize and icha decided to skip this awful hell and went downstairs...where we all can focus on the food...then slowly the others from the hall follows and came down...basically they just can't understand what the hell is those fashion department trying to show~ so is a total "F" for the fashion show~
Moment no.15 - Dinner time...no...more like supper time
Everyone is hungry, angry and impatient...waiting the line to get food is enough pain already...and what the fuck does those late comers so called "VIP" gets to sit in a comfort place while we all had to stand and eat...come on! we all paid 100 bucks for it and this is what we all get as a 100 bucks type of services?! seriously~
Overall Comment
My one and only diploma graduation day was nothing much but an ass...fashion took the most time for the day...and the whole event make us all nothing but a angry staving mobs~ enough! PJCAD is nothing but a greedy ass that doesn't cares about anyone but themselves and money.
Me and my bitching friend's idea of wearing a "stress" face mask on graduation day actually became a big hit, not just us but the others also enjoying it~ well done bitches!
Moment no.2 - Photo season
Wearing a graduation gown together with former dress up, and run around under a hot weather is seriously not that fun, i pity those who had a hard time putting their make up and ended up "meltdown" during the photo season...but still is fun since is graduation day~
Moment no.3 - Line up and rehearsal in the last minutes!?
Okay...basically is bad enough to take 30 minutes to re-line us up again which we already did it automatically, after entering the hall and some old man that i never meet before trying to give us order how to move during the ceremony, with an echo voice...which we all hardy can hear him...after another 20 minutes was wasted and we are still rehearsing no thanks to him again, what makes things worse is "how could you bring our parents into the hall during rehearsal ?!"...
Moment no.4 - The graduation hall
I'm totally agree what my friend had to say about this so called "artistic" hall...is not artistic at all...is more like a DUMP with colorful seats thatz all if you asked me...
Moment no.5 - Receiving Diploma
After some sucky display of mute video, finally the moment we all have been waiting for 3 years...our diploma~ the moment was awesome to get it even is not as good as degree but still is awesome~
Moment no.6 - Big graduation photo season
We're being flash for 6 times like the "Man In Black" movie...if is like that, i think we're not just blur but totally lost all our memories about our past and present...LOL
Moment no.7 - So called "tea break"
When i step out of the hall...all i can see is people fight for the food scene...seeing my mum and dad didn't actually get to have some snacks is already enough to make me "heat up"...even i myself only had 2 wine glass of just and thatz all i had for the whole break...wtf
Moment no.8 - Still in the waiting list
I had no idea why most of us actually waited for that silly dumb fashion show...for 2 fucking "stand and no sit" hours!?
Moment no.9 - No nintendo wii for me
For the fun of it, i actually asked lize's dad for a nintendo wii...and he replied "i had no idea what you're talking about~"...from there is clear that i was being rejected~ LOL
Moment no.10 - Lize's awesome granny
Parents had waited long enough for that stupid fashion show, and kitty's family had finally lost their patient and was the first to complain about it...sadly the person in charge wasn't there (or maybe he/she just too scare to come out and face the angry mobs), causing the poor little college helper "kenal" all the shoots by 'em...after that everyone started the booing season and in this moment, lize's grandmum actually boo together with us~ i was shocked and surprise to see she actually knows how to boo at her age~ it was totally awesome i tell you~ Go Lize's Grandmum!
Moment no.11 - Urrgh...finally...
After another half an hour of waiting...we're all finally being let into the hall...which the mood for it is totally gone from everyone...
Moment no. 12 - Performance
Was suppose to sit with lize and susan 'em all...after figured out mr.ben was there...i decided rather not to, so i sat with my mum and dad as they still complaining about this awful graduation day...then the MC came out and said "sorry for being a bit late..." and the same time an jie's mum was sitting behind me reply "a BIT ar ?!"...ya~ i can't agree more~ soon after that they sent out one dude to perform a belly dance...which most of us had no idea is a he or she...of cause i already know is a he since "she" got no boobs and skinny till like some tooth pick...as he started to dance, i started to feel like puking...reason is i didn't had lunch and was hungry while waiting for dinner time no thanks to college's time management...as he keep dancing, i notice that the pants he wearing seems like wanted to fall out at any moment, which is so DARN wrong if i keep thinking about it...so i pray and hope he don't let me see his "sup drinker"~ LOL
Moment no.13 - Fashion show
Models started to show up as the background screen showing the cut out scene of "edward scissor hands"...which is so darn "artistic" till everyone don't even understand...FAILED is what i'll give for the fashion ending result...
Moment no.14 - Runaway hungry ghost
Being in the "hall of shame" for around 45mins, me susan lize and icha decided to skip this awful hell and went downstairs...where we all can focus on the food...then slowly the others from the hall follows and came down...basically they just can't understand what the hell is those fashion department trying to show~ so is a total "F" for the fashion show~
Moment no.15 - Dinner time...no...more like supper time
Everyone is hungry, angry and impatient...waiting the line to get food is enough pain already...and what the fuck does those late comers so called "VIP" gets to sit in a comfort place while we all had to stand and eat...come on! we all paid 100 bucks for it and this is what we all get as a 100 bucks type of services?! seriously~
Overall Comment
My one and only diploma graduation day was nothing much but an ass...fashion took the most time for the day...and the whole event make us all nothing but a angry staving mobs~ enough! PJCAD is nothing but a greedy ass that doesn't cares about anyone but themselves and money.
Here are links to my other friend's blog about this graduation day...we may have different way to tell the tales...but story is the same~
http://lizeriz.blogspot.com/2010/03/graduation.html
http://blackodc.blogspot.com/2010/03/dura-rara-op-thetre-brook.html
http://joeyckc.blogspot.com/2010/03/it-was-graduation-or-fashion-show-event.html
UNick the 3rd
I actually deleted most my older posts...basically...is my itchy mind that keep making me to do it...but the true reason is...well, i've been reading through some other people's blog...found out most of 'em are very impressive and stick to their theme, unlike mine...which is totally too random and badly draw comic on most post...and so i finally decided to recreate the whole blog by dumping the older post...of cause i've got all the old post saved as backup files, just in case something else happens...once again my apology to being such dump ass to keep renewing my blog(s)...so...please don't kill me T______________T
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